Some say don’t write if you don’t want to. Well, to be honest, I haven’t felt like writing much at all lately. I don’t even want to open my dashboard.
Why, you may ask? I don’t really know. It could be a combination of things.
#1. I’m just generally uninspired right now. With spring and Easter coming there is so much to look forward to but I feel like I’m in an in-between spot that makes it hard to write.
#2. I’m tired. No seriously. I yawn all day long and I’m convinced the only way I’m surviving is by pumping my body full of caffeine. I don’t know what’s happened but there is a marked difference in my level of energy lately. It’s like I’m pregnant – only I’m totally NOT. So I don’t know what’s going on. All I can tell you is that I climb in bed at like 8:30 p.m. and I fall asleep soon after. It’s an exciting life I lead.
#3. I applied for a blogging gig and didn’t get it. And well, it hurt my feelings. Why must it be so hard for the “little guys” to find a place in this blogging world? All I want is a chance. So now I’m upset and I’ve lost my mojo
#4. I have something BIG to tell you guys but it’s still so new that I can’t write about it. I will let you know in a few weeks but right now my lips are tight and that makes it hard to write about anything else.
#5. None of my technology works correctly. My 6-year-old iMac is sooooo slow. I can only have one thing open at a time or the color wheel comes on and starts spinning and spinning and won’t let me do anything. My iPhone is a piece of crap. It’s the oldest model and it takes five minutes to pull up any apps. So please understand why I’m so unplugged as of late. It’s too frustrating to use this stuff.
So there are my excuses for having a lame blog. I’m just not in a blogging mood, which feels so strange to me. I hope I get my mojo back soon because I miss liking this space.